i feel like a freaking hypocrite.

here i am, cursing and swearing at my mum,
and in front of her, i'm like,
"orh okay." , "uh, its okay lah. nevermind."

but actually, i'm being damn nice already lah.
i try super hard to talk as nicely to her as possible,
don't wanna spoil good relations mah,
later make things worse.

& something mr tan said today made me want to bear with my parent's nonsense more. not his exact words, but he said something like this,

"you know the difference between teenagers and adults? teenagers ah, they enjoy a lot. their parents give them money, they spend everything, no more money, they still enjoy, but they just enjoy lesser. but adults, once them have no money, can just go and die already."




so, since my parents provide me with money to enjoy,
i shall continue tolerating, & be nice. hahaha.

like, feel the love man.